UPDATE

I had planned on making this post, my testimony, but that will have to wait until this ordeal is over. But I will give you some updates. I learned that I wasa on the wrong diet. Yes, some words almost came out of my mouth that my mother didn't need to hear. However, I'm doing better with that, I can basicaly eat what I want just need to watch my sodium. My doctor wants me to gain weight, on that other diet I was loosing weight about 2 lbs a day.

How am I doing? I'm still in pain. I have good days and I feel like everything is going to be alright. I feel like Jay, I smile and it's real. During these days I try to do everything I need to do. Then there are the bad days. During these days my chest hurts, I'm tight and can't move. During these days I realize I'm going through a period of depression and need to seek help. I'm going to look into that once I can drive, because Lord knows my family doesn't need another place they have to take me.

Not much else is going on. I'm trying to get rest and stay positive. I want to publicly thank Antwan and Mike for hitting me up everyday and Antwan for trying to make it over here once a week. Thanks to everyone else that have stopped by. Oh yeah, I think I'm going to masturbate soon, its been almost three months.