random thoughts at work
*I'm currently working on another post regarding sagging pants but unmotivated to finish it. I should just post what I have so far and let you guys have at it.
*I'm single. Ok this isn't new news, but it just hit me. I've met cool people, attractive people and a person I clicked with, but I'm still single. And guess what, I'm not stressing or worried about that. Normally, when I'm single for a long time I'm bummed out about it and need to rush out and find a person to rush into a relationship with. But now, I'm happy with dating me...damn I'm a good boyfriend...lol.
*I have been checking the sexiest poz list almost everyday on a community website I have an account with. I'm HIV negative and not going on there to find out who's positive. I find that most people that are HIV positive and have come to terms with their status are some of the most positive people on the web. Most have an appreciation for life that I don't have, their strength is inspiring and I like it. I can't see myself in a romantic relationship with someone that is positive, but adding them to my circle of friends is definitely a possibility. Shit, one of my friends that I've known for almost 10 yrs is positive and I think our friendship grew once I found out (and after he assured me he was alright and I didn't need to cry).
*the cowboys. Ok the cowboys have been my favorite football team since I started watching football. This past sunday they got their ass handed to them by the patriots. Everyone finally saw that they are really not as good as people thought. Don't let the 5-1 record fool you, the defense is suspect (especially the secondary) and romo has some things he needs to work on.
*I hate break ups. So many people get hurt when break ups occur. I need a hug...lol
*drinking. I need to stop giving out my number when I have a drink in me and the light are dim, because in the light the truth shall shine and sometimes the truth isn't pretty....lol.
*I'm single. Ok this isn't new news, but it just hit me. I've met cool people, attractive people and a person I clicked with, but I'm still single. And guess what, I'm not stressing or worried about that. Normally, when I'm single for a long time I'm bummed out about it and need to rush out and find a person to rush into a relationship with. But now, I'm happy with dating me...damn I'm a good boyfriend...lol.
*I have been checking the sexiest poz list almost everyday on a community website I have an account with. I'm HIV negative and not going on there to find out who's positive. I find that most people that are HIV positive and have come to terms with their status are some of the most positive people on the web. Most have an appreciation for life that I don't have, their strength is inspiring and I like it. I can't see myself in a romantic relationship with someone that is positive, but adding them to my circle of friends is definitely a possibility. Shit, one of my friends that I've known for almost 10 yrs is positive and I think our friendship grew once I found out (and after he assured me he was alright and I didn't need to cry).
*the cowboys. Ok the cowboys have been my favorite football team since I started watching football. This past sunday they got their ass handed to them by the patriots. Everyone finally saw that they are really not as good as people thought. Don't let the 5-1 record fool you, the defense is suspect (especially the secondary) and romo has some things he needs to work on.
*I hate break ups. So many people get hurt when break ups occur. I need a hug...lol
*drinking. I need to stop giving out my number when I have a drink in me and the light are dim, because in the light the truth shall shine and sometimes the truth isn't pretty....lol.
posted by Jay at
6:18 AM
15 Comments:
Okay
1. No to the Sagging of the Pants (that will not be a nation wide law)
2. You are such a good boyfriend as well as a great friend. Its great to be single but somedays it really fuckn sucks lol (When your all alone on a cold night wishing you had someone to hold you or you hold them awwww memorys.... moving on.
3.I know they are possitive but it be some sexy mofos on there. Very interesting people I agree. I cant say i've never fell for someone posstive. I tried to make it work but to much was bothering me with the whole situation.
4.Cowboys suck lol.I took my banner down years ago. I'm very Patriotic now.
5.Breaking up is very annoying, even if im not the one breaking up. I just feel pain just knowning how the whole process goes. Very depressing.
6.Yes you do. Lol. We will talk about this later. I still didnt get the details of what you did this past weekend. Mmmmm hmmmmm lmao
You an your random thoughts
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Promiscuous X, at 9:57 AM
Hmmmmmmmmm...interesting...
1) We've discussed this via our Sprint - (your shity) TMoble connection. No comment necessary from me. LoL.
2) (You dated X...? Anywho...lol) The right one will come along eventually. You should be comfortable with yourself before considering accepting love from others.
3) I have a couple of friends that are positive and honestly their status does not come into play. Can't say I would rule out dating someone who is poz. Shade is, I might have and didn't know it...
4) Yea they got they ass kicked! I loved every moment of it! LoL
5) Break ups happen. As I've said and I live by, "Don't worry about the people from your past. There's a reason their not in your FUTURE!"
6) I don't have that problem because I'm so protective of my number whether I'm drunk or sober. I'll get yours and call you but you won't get mines...
~Damnit!
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bLaQ~n~MiLD, at 1:00 PM
Fuck you blaq, my cowboys are still better than your eagles...lol.
I am enjoying loving myself, hence the reason I said I'm a good boyfriend, I'm dating myself.
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Jay, at 5:57 PM
Isn't dating yourself wonderful? I love it (but you already know that lol). Tamia couldn't have been more right when she made that song "Me."
Shit, just have everybody pull up their damn pants lol.
Absolutely right about the positive people. They have learned moreso than the rest of us that, if they can make it through something as devastating as HIV, they can make it through anything. That inspires me to stop my bitchin and whinin.
Even though I haven't been through a painful breakup, I can still sympathize with those that do. It rips out a part of your soul. It is by far one of the greatest pains you can experience as a human being.
And like X, I want some damn details too about this mystery person you met in your drunken stupor lol.
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Jersey Brotha, at 7:01 PM
JB, J said "Dating himself" not "Fucking himself"... Get in! LMAO.
~Damnit!
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bLaQ~n~MiLD, at 10:53 AM
An unequivocal mess @ blaq-n-mild
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Jersey Brotha, at 8:40 AM
LOL!!! at the drinking and giving out your number.. that's a no no.
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iii, at 6:52 PM
1) Sagging pants - If the ass is bangin go on let it hang out. Give us something to look at on the train other than the same boring ads. I don't sag... but then again my ass aint that bangin.
2) Hell I am still the best boyfriend I've ever had... and I am not single. LOL. I would give myself money, awesome sex.. I tell ya.. I know exactly what I want and I am not that bad to live with. Single life doesn't have to be doom and gloom. Yer gay, it's not like you have a biological clock ticking. There is no rush, like the others said.. love you first. You really do have time on your side as a gay man. As long as you are careful.
3) I am too paranoid about the HIV thing to be in a relationship with someone seropositivo. Not for myself but for the people around me. I hate hurting the people I love and having to break that news to them would be devastating for the both of us. I don't fear much, but I do fear hurting the people I love.
4)Cowboys may have been having some bad games... but I will be damned if I stop watching em. Those asses are works of art!
5) I have never had a horrific break up. Most of my break ups were mutual or there was nothing but a fuck-buddy relationship to begin with so all I lost was a good lay. I suppose that if Mike and I break up that would destroy me for at least a month.
6) Drinking, dim lights, phone numbers... no boo boo. Drinking, dim lights and hot sex with an ugly person you don't know is ugly... sure. At elast you wont have to see your mistake the next morning on your caller ID bugging about the night before. I am not much of a drinker (I smoke my liquor) but I can say that on many a night down at Feathers in north jersey when I was single I had given my number to a few "mistakes" under the cover of dim lighting, a drink or two and a hot blow job in the bathroom. (Give good head and I would have given you anything back in that day.)
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Daemian, at 7:40 AM
I think we all get a little ful and start blurting out numbers randomly to the wrong people. I've definitely had my share of calls from chicks I wouldn't hit on if they had Oprah's money...
fun post. I'll definitely be back here...
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M-Dubb, at 6:50 PM
They (Those that are HIV+) came to a stark reality. What amazes me is how they continue to embrace the very same slap in the face that gave them HIV. It's like they ask for more punishment and hell....I guess pride make you do many things.
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Anonymous, at 9:26 PM
The Captain seems to be under the assumption that the only way individuals become HIV Poz is either they are gay, or someone who was gay infected some unsuspecting female. Interesting...
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bLaQ~n~MiLD, at 12:04 PM
I'm sorry captain, the kids that were born hiv positive, what punishment are/were they asking for? Man, the devil is all in you and you don't even realize it.
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Jay, at 12:15 PM
I left a comment here, where is my comment? thats what I get for reading blogs in the club lol.
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ShawnQt, at 2:10 PM
They are bastards..what you think should happen?
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Anonymous, at 5:37 PM
To captain- Not all are bastards, but I guess your ignorance will only allow you to see the bad in everything. As always we will pray for you.
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Jay, at 6:39 AM
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