Truth, Love and Glasses

I'm back...it's been a minute since my last post, partly due to the fact that I haven't had the time to devote to a single post, but I need to get some things off my chest so here I am. If you have any questions about anything I'm about to say, need clarification on anything feel free to email me at jdavis07006@tmail.com for a quick response, just put jaysdistortedworld in the subject line or I will probably delete it thinking its spam. Of course those of you with my number can text me.

Truth
I've come to realize that most people don't want nor can they handle the truth. What they really want is someone to treat them like fucking kindergarten students and make them believe that everything is all nice and pretty. Well life isn't! What is the old saying, "truth hurts!" I get called an ass, asshole or jerk from time to time because when asked my opinion, ask for my insight, or asked why..., I give what is true for me. Believe it or not, it is normally flirted and what I'm really thinking is a lot harsher than what actually comes out of my mouth. "You can give your opinion without being so hurtful," I CAN'T. I don't want to leave any room for a misunderstanding as grey areas in life only lead to more questions and hurt in the long room. Plus, once again, life isn't pretty and nice, nor is the truth.

What I have done in a way to save the feelings of those who can't handle someone being honest with them is 1) don't give my unsolicited opinion. 2) avoid talking to them 3) ignore them at all cost. If someone can not handle the truth, if their therapist believes that my brand of truth is going to scar their already fragile psyche, then by all means keep it moving. If you don't want the truth stop asking questions you dumb fuck!


Friends and Lovers
As I go on in life I'm beginning to recognize that some single friends are not good for you and/or your mate when you are in or trying to build on a romantic relationship. Some friends want you to continue to act out and be a damn whore with them, in total disregard for what you have or are building. These friends need to be checked or released. I'm still unsure if their issue is they want to be with one of the individuals, are jealous they are not in a relationship or just plain dislike for their friend's mate, but the mate tends to look like the bad person because they can clearly see the friend for what he or she is. I have a good core of friends right now who like my "friend" and I know they wouldn't let me step out of character or do anything I wouldn't do in front of him when he is not around.

I don't see a lot of my close associates and friends, but personally I don't really see a problem with it. I know O is busy, D, brandon and Greg live to damn far (bitch you know I hate to drive, hell O is too far if he isn't at his mother's house), but that doesn't mean I don't care for them. I think most of them get it, but I know I had a long IM conversation with one person recently trying to clarify somethings up. I just don't see the need to be around my friends all the time. Sure, sometimes a friend needs to get away from their life, need to talk or just want to catch up, but to get me to drive, most people already know you have to be creative for this lazy man to move...lol. But football season is about to start so chances of chilling are going to be very limited (expect for you D, I can watch the game with you...lol).

Glasses?
I think I need glasses. Ok I'm pretty sure I need them, but I refuse to invest in them right now. My best friend has a nice pair that I looked good in, but I don't want to get any. No real reason why not, other than I hate going to the doctors of any kind. I know I'm probably going to have to go to the eye doctor before the year is out but like everything else, I'm going to put it off until the last minute. Nope, there is nothing you can say to make me go sooner, so don't bother. Really don't bother because I won't read it.

Ok I know this has been very random, but hell it helped me so I can care less. I probably will need to revisit one or more things in the future but for right now, I freed up some space in my head for other thoughts, so until the next time I need to free up some space I'm out.